"Doing love scenes is always awkward. I mean, it's just not a normal thing to go to work and lay in bed with your co-worker."

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Well today, i woke up got ready for school, when to school.
Started a new lesson in Socials.
Wrote a paragraph about something that is
important to me. I did Cadets xD
Had PE. I am a beast when it comes to lifting weights apparently.
Went to the dentist. They finished a tooth that was bothering me.
I havent been able to chew on my left side for awhile. 'Cause the cavity was to big so he sanded that down, and I have been frozen for about 4 hours...I finally just un-froze.

And I had a conversation with my EX. We broke up 'cause I don't like distance.
And he still likes me...I don't really like him anymore...in that way
I kinda like this other dude at Cadets...lol

I had to clean the downstairs enough to get a bed through.
And i was complaining to Murray that I'm lazy and didnt want to.
Then he's all like "this is not the attitude a Master-Corporal has!"
So I'm all like "FIINE!!! I'll clean! >.>"(in a hyper tone though..)
so i cleaned..it didn't take long.

and now I'm on my way to a Youth Group dinner party type thing...

FTX

"Do you need paper sir?" "no it's alright. I have an abundance of them! :D"

-Mr.Hynds

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Well. Let's start with.
I'M SORRY THAT I HAVENT POSTED IN A WHILE!!!!!!!!!
I have been like busy with camping and school and cadets. lol.
So.
Anyways how was your summer? Mine was boring. Very....I mostly slept over at my friends house in her tent.
Once we slept in my kitchen. Well...Dinning room. Which is beside the kitchen.
Because we had no where else to sleep at the time.


Then it was Dawns birthday. I stayed the night 2 times before her birthday. Then 3 days after that. her birthday was also a sleep over.
So I had spent a total of 6 nights at her house....then 2 days after that as well..so 8 days at her place.
In a tent or in a crowded bed.
I slept o the edge...kind of a good idea. kind of not cuz we put the most move-ish person in the middle.

Anyway's. Schoo, started on the 8th.
I have Socials with the cool Teacher :D
English...I would rather kill myself because our teacher doesnt
shut up even when its supposed to be quite. And hes just annoying in general..
everyone hates him. Lol.
PE. Got a hot guy in it ;D We call him...Hawk.
Last block is like Homework block.

Nothing interesting really at school. Cadets. 2 new ppl. we now have basiclly 7. I would say 8 but...one cadet isnt happy cuz she doesn't like the way she looks in uniforms -rolls eyes-

I just got back from camping with cadets
(there was Noseworthy and I form CR, and Dube, Peterson, Johnson, Park, Lafitte and Murray where from COM. Murray came later on, Dube and Lafitte were there for a day.)
FTX is a camping thing....I forget what it stands for(FTX).
And it was frikken-hell-a-amazing. Yes Frikken-hell-s-amazing.
The first night everone had to arrive at like 6-7 so that didnt give us much to do.
So we mostly just unpacked, set up beds(inside cuz we got like...
bombarded with high winds and intense rain
(we would have gotten flooded if we camped outside)
So after unpacking and going through a Leadership class,
we had a task to build(as a team) a tower. Out of Recipe cards and Paper clips.
We built boxes, out of the stuff. we got our tower 6 1/2 boxes high with little folded
paper on top for pointed towers ;D The other group tried that,
fold the cards in half to make triangles, then put them in rows then put paper on
top then put more triangles, ect, ect. It fell over. So they used a chair and a cardboard box
to try and "cheat" lol. with little paper triangles on top, that way it could qualify.
We won. The prize was a big bag odf M&M's and choco covered raisins.
Then we ate supper, cleaned up, and watched a movie...it was boring.
Second day we set up, de-set up the tent area,(had lunch) heli-pad, and Biv site(toilet site),
and kitchen-ish area. Had supper. We got rained out.
So we had to unpack and pack again and again. And went inside.
We watched a movie. It was a pretty good movie. We got pop.
Thats very uncommon at Cadets to get pop while camping 0_0.
Then today(the last day) We packed up. Again. Had breakfast, cleaned the WHOLE building. Then played a game of soccer.
First the other team was ahead 3, then I scored 2, then Peterson scored one.
We have to wait 3 weeks to finish the game.
Then we went home. It was an amazing time.
If I could have recorded it for you guys. I would have :D. I loved it.
Can't wait to go again :D:D:D:D:D

Luna

"Take that Spider-Man, any wall you can climb I can climb twice as better!"
-Nightcrawler

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Sorry that I haven't been writting. Just the fact that I haven't been home as much and I kept forgetting.
Oh and someone hacked my email account...so that has been bothering me.
I thought that they had changed everything on here...
but I guess I had just forgotten my password.
The site normally remembers it for me.

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Lately I've been watching every making of every x-men there is. I know weird obsession. Oh well.

I got a new kitten. Her name is Luna. She looks like a Himalayan cat, but her face/legs/back have brown stripes, while her tail/ears/paws are grey with white stripes.
Shes very cute.
I don't like her playing with our puppy.
he doesnt know how to play nice. Our bigger dog does, only cuz he's been around cats his whole life.
The other 3 cat's of our's don't really like her.
Kumo (our male cat) doesn't quite mind her. As long as she doesn't bug him when he's eating. nermal is boss cat.
Molly...is never home....lol.

Luna hates sleeping by her self. And with other people.
She only likes sleeping in my bed.
It's cute.
Mother gets mad though cuz she thinks that Luna has to get used to the other animals.
she is.
So are they. I mean...
Shes my cat. she can sleep where she wants and she chooses to sleep with me xD.

fingered us...

My teacher fingered us...

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I was sitting in Science and my teacher was demonstrating something.
Well He was using his fingers, he put them down. Except for one. Yup thats rigtht.
The middle finger.
He quickly realized his mistake and put up a different finger.
It was rather funny.

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It was rather awkward walking to the store and just in general being in the same place as him.
As me and Shannon went to go get a birthday cake for her BF.
We had it specially made.
As we went off onto the side walk, just then Shorty comes out of the side door of the school,
looks over at us, Shannon is laughing, I glared at her.
Until i realized that Shorty and I
where staring at eachother and he rode away on his skate board.
"OMG HE CAUGHT ME STARING AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT GOOD..UHHHHH"
"yeah but you caught him staring back..."
"this is true..."

When we came back with the cake, Anthony and John.N where there.
They got a piece of cake and ate it...Shorty left and came back with a plate
(we forgot plates..and forks) I cut the pieces rather big since it was only the 5 of us eating it.
Anythony said to cut a piece smaller cuz he didnt think Shorty could eat that whole piece.
"you wanna be fat and eat this piece?" I had asked him.
He grins and takes the piece.

The staring thing happened again, but in the hall way.
But this time we both looked away, looked back, looked away, and looked back then away again. And each time...we looked at the same time...it was awkward...i was beat red...then again so was he, but w/e lol <3

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"A man is not old until regrets take the place of dreams."

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Wow. It has been awhile since I've made a Blog. Lol. I'm sorry.
I just haven't been home, and when I have been home. I kept forgetting.
Anyways~
Today in Science "Pudding" was back in school.
He sits in the next table over from me.
So you can imagine that I have a pretty nice view of him. Lol.
He went to go scratch his stomach or something.
As he was doing so, his shirt went up. So you could like see his ab's and stuff. I died
a little inside. Happy death mind you. GAHHH it was niiice.
Lol, rim of boxers ab's stomach ughhhhhhh :3 >//w//< (btw YES!!! that <----- is a face....its blushing with it's eyes squinting)
It was a nice day in science. I went to text my friend(who was beside me)
She recently got a new cell phone. The new Keybo. Keybo 2(the envy) .
So she had a new number...I accidentally texted the wrong number...it said
"haha omg! ***** just lifted up his shirt! haha!! omg yay!" and stuff like that...
LUCKILY that number WAS NOT activated...so no random person got it...I was happy.
I showed my friends the text and they laughed.
At my failure and at the fact that it was about Pudding...-sigh-

On the bus ride home. me and my other friend decided to take the early bus since it was there.
Just so i could look at Shorty and Native(they were going to the skate park after school so they took the city bus)
She's taken so she can't stare ;D their allllllll miiiinnneeee!!!!!! HAHAHA
sorry about that...haha
Anyways. She caught Shorty staring at me....and his friend yelled "ARE YOU CHECKING HER OUT" his reply "yes..and...?" I died a little on the inside
In a good way :3

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I have two quotes for you today~!!!

"I can feel the pee in my rib cage..."

"I feel like i'm going to cey, and im going to cry pee"

-John Green (paper towns)

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Ok. These are some old things I wanted to talk about, but I kept forgetting about the notebook i keep everything in.
I have to explain dieing. My teacher's little girl was wondering what dieing was...so he had to try to explain it.
I don't remember the rest cuz I wrote it down like two weeks ago.
Have you ever noticed that like, no teachers are ever that nice.
There are very few teacher that actually are nice.
Like my Foods teacher. She thinks that i don't do my work. I do. But when ever she comes over, I'm not doing it.
And I don't hand stuff in so I have a very low mark. And today she was saying that some people won't be doing a big lab(we're going into double blocks for exams net week). And she looked dierctly at me...I want to punch her in the face.

The answer to life is Sex.
My friends had a very long debate about this. Then my other friend said "it's sex".
They were confused. So I explained that Sex is the answer.
Because if you want to keep life going, you need to make more and more and keep life going.
So yes, sex IS the answer.

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I got my mother hooked on Avatar. Every time we had to pause she would like die and say "omg!! everything they do....is frikken cool!!!!!" I also taught my mother to say Frikken and Freakin.

:;:How much time is there in a life? How much can one person take? Alone? How many times does one have to fall to make a point? How many times must your heart crack? How much time do you or i have? How much can you handle? How many times have you fallen? How many cracks do you have? How long do you think that I can last?:;:

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Can you answer these? Because I know I can.

:;:Not that much. You can't take anything, while being alone. You must always fall. Your heart is a crack. I don't know what you have, but I have none. How much you've been through determinds how much you can handle. I am always on the ground. What heart? I can't last.:;:

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